Dunia Sarah

Assalamualaikum wbt

Do you believe in reincarnation? I don’t but I had experienced once.

May 1st 1993 left a vast impact in my life. I was 50% burned, left in ICU for one night and got up in the morning knowing that I have scarlet-black scary wounding skin from top to waist.

I kept myself away from the public for two months. I didn’t go to school. I refrained myself from mixing around with my siblings. I had a severe inferiority complex back then.

After two months surviving my black days at home, I managed to gain confidence again. I told my father that I wanted to attend classes back. The first day I resumed schooling was the fisrt day of the mid term exam. 1993 – I was just in standard 2.

I have lost so many things; confidence, beauty, communication skill. I was very introvert. Everyone kept comparing me with my sister and cousins. Provided that we were in a family function and they all attended it. What made it worst was when it came to digging differences between me and my sister. Obviously she wins over me. She has everything that I don’t. However, Allah rewarded me with so many good things in return. I’ve got 100% in 9 out of 11 subjects in that particular exam, attention, love and everything one needs from family and friends. Ever since then, my priority was only on my study, nothing else that I bother.

I should never stop thanking Allah for the second chance He has given me. I should thank my mother and father for taking a great care and giving their best to see me recovering and also to the ‘petua kulit pisang’ I’ve been applying and experimenting with and the result was unexpectedly miraculous! I am back kicking without a single scar left on the skin. And thanks to everyone who has made me felt useless with zombi-ugly look. Because of the thoughts, I am what I am now.

Ya Allah, bless my parents and family, teachers and relatives, friends and colleagues. They deserve to be rewarded with mercy and love, kindness and calmness, and beautiful life here and hereafter. Amin.

Last but not least, happy 16th birthday Sarah! Yeah. You are just 16!

Note 1: Half a loaf is better than none. I’m grateful for what I have now. Alhamdulillah. 🙂

Note 2: This 16 year-old little girl is down with fever. 😥

Note 3: Aik aik aik. No one noticed I miscounted the year/age? Huahuahua. 1993 – 2009 = 16 years. Yes. 16 years ago, I was reborn as a new me after the incident took place.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Rou Theng and Rui Wen came to my room. They wanted to collect some photos during the games in Volgograd. I don’t have much of them but I own a very special photo of Rui Wen with someone. No matter how, she must come here to get it. It was very pleasant to sit together and talk about recent activities that took place in our lives. Both of them are my juniors, in the same batch with my housemates. Rou Theng is my teammate while Rui Wen is Pena’s teammate in basketball.

We never been this closed before this. But getting to know them more, I admit that we have good chemistry. The two girls, Pena, Fatt, Wanie and I sat together eating our special cupcakes and kebab, and we did gossiping this and that catching up some stories that we left behind in Volgograd.

Well, they made my day. They really did. I am not feeling well at the moment. I have running nose and spinning head. I wonder, does swine flu start descending to Eastern Europe? Oh no way. Russia has a special method and it’s own antidote againts this virus. May it work well to protect us all.

One thing I enjoy doing with the girls: stalking! Oh my goodness! They are very good at stalking people, googling names and details about people they admire. But the most important thing I will never forget about them is, they helped me to get connected with someone I have crush on. Hahaha. Ops. Cut the story off. Don’t ask me any further. Crush is just crush. Nothing’s going to change after this. Hahaha.

Note: I don’t know what else to do to kill my time. Books have killed me enough. And now I need some escapades. 🙄

Assalamualaikum wbt

My mother and father went for a blood screening test at Dr. Rama’s clinic in the town. When they were there, Dr. Rama addressed my father as ‘Young Man’ despite of his almost-golden age.

When they came back home, my father started calling my mother as ‘Young Girl’ because of her normal blood pressure despite of her current age. I laughed crazily when they told me the story.

Oh. So sweet of them!

Note: Ayah reminded me this fact: “Now it’s May. Next is June. Only one month plus left for you to survive.” Oh. He’s so sweet. He always does the countdown for me. Muaah!

Assalamualaikum wbt

Selamat hari lahir yang ke-11 buat Aiman Mohd Shukor. Semoga Aiman menjadi anak yang soleh, pelajar yang cemerlang dan hamba Allah yang sentiasa bersyukur. Jaga solat ya, Aiman. Insya Allah, terurus dunia dan akhirat. Ngah sayang Aiman!

Selamat hari lahir juga buat Pacel (senior bahas, 23 April), Farzana (sepupu, 25 April), Shafiq (sepupu, 30 April), Rifqa (sepupu, 30 April), Ammar Azhar (kawan lama, 1 Mei) dan Abang Wan Zokhrie (senior bahas, 3 Mei). Semoga kamu semua dalam rahmat dan redha Allah selalu.

Buat keluarga dan kawan-kawan yang ada menghubungi saya menggunakan nombor Megafon saya, saya minta maaf banyak-banyak. Nombor saya mengalami masalah sejak tiga hari lalu. Saya dapat menerima mesej tapi saya tak dapat membalas. Dan saya tak dapat membuat panggilan langsung.

Nota: Sangat sibuk, padat dan penat. Tak sempat nak baca komen dan update kawan-kawan.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Perjalanan ke Volgograd petang Khamis lepas memang amat meletihkan. Tetapi Alhamdulillah, tiada sebarang masalah yang kami lalui. Perjalanan kali ini mengambil masa 16 jam tepat. Sebaik sampai, kami berkejar ke stadium untuk perarakan kontijen yang bertanding dan selepas itu, pasukan pingpong dan badminton terus bertolak ke stadium khas untuk dua acara ini. Penat memang masih belum hilang lagi waktu itu.

Saya malas hendak menulis panjang lagi. Gambar pun masih belum ada pada saya semuanya. Cuma saya hendak kongsikan keputusan perlawanan hari itu. Untuk pingpong, baik lelaki atau wanita, kedua-dua pasukan universiti saya mendapat tempat kedua. Untuk pasukan wanita, kami agak kecewa jugalah. Mana pernah kalah dalam lima kejohanan sebelum ini. Tapi dapat membawa pulang pingat untuk pihak universiti buat kesekian kalinya sudah cukup memuaskan hati kami berlapan. Bagi pasukan lelaki, aduhai, lagilah kami terkilan. Tapi tak mengapalah. Kita simpan cerita di belakang sudah. Tak mahulah ungkit-ungkit. Huhu. Apa yang penting, MMA Pingpong Team 2009 is the best! (Saya akan rindu Anet, Wanie, Rou Theng, Ron, Nicholas, Lowell dan Izzi!!!)

(Tiada dalam gambar: Izzi The Great)

Pada hari kedua dan ketiga, saya sudah tidak mempunyai sebarang acara. Jadi, apa lagi. Jadi tukang sorak sajalah. Sampai serak-serak tekak. Dan separuh masa bertugas membantu paramedik di gelanggang bola keranjang.

(Inilah geng makan-makan ketika di Intec dulu: Farhana, Dyana, saya dan Huda. Banyak sungguh kami mengimbau kenangan zaman muda-mudi dulu. Hihu~)

Dan pada hari kedua, saya berkesempatan melawat rumah kawan saya, Dyana Nizar. Serius sungguh lama tidak bertemu Dyana dan yang lain. Dan pada hari itu, saya bersama Dyana, Huda dan Farhana berkunjung ke Mamaev Kurgan atau Mother Russia; monumen yang saya katakan seperti Statue of Liberty itu. Gambar ini baru acah-acah saja. Ada banyak lagi gambar di sana. Huhu.

Ok. Tengok gambar sikit ni dululah. Nanti ada masa baru saya letakkan gambar-gambar yang lain.

Hoyeah! Dapat pingat perak pun cukup dah. Paling kurang, pengalaman tahun akhir saya masih manis dan penuh warna-warni bersama kontijen universiti saya ke Volgames’09 kali ini. Dan yang paling seronoknya, bas no.2 dari MMA adalah sangat happening dan best! You guys rock!

Nota: Ada banyak sangat gambar. Maka, bersambung…