Reincarnation

Assalamualaikum wbt

Do you believe in reincarnation? I don’t but I had experienced once.

May 1st 1993 left a vast impact in my life. I was 50% burned, left in ICU for one night and got up in the morning knowing that I have scarlet-black scary wounding skin from top to waist.

I kept myself away from the public for two months. I didn’t go to school. I refrained myself from mixing around with my siblings. I had a severe inferiority complex back then.

After two months surviving my black days at home, I managed to gain confidence again. I told my father that I wanted to attend classes back. The first day I resumed schooling was the fisrt day of the mid term exam. 1993 – I was just in standard 2.

I have lost so many things; confidence, beauty, communication skill. I was very introvert. Everyone kept comparing me with my sister and cousins. Provided that we were in a family function and they all attended it. What made it worst was when it came to digging differences between me and my sister. Obviously she wins over me. She has everything that I don’t. However, Allah rewarded me with so many good things in return. I’ve got 100% in 9 out of 11 subjects in that particular exam, attention, love and everything one needs from family and friends. Ever since then, my priority was only on my study, nothing else that I bother.

I should never stop thanking Allah for the second chance He has given me. I should thank my mother and father for taking a great care and giving their best to see me recovering and also to the ‘petua kulit pisang’ I’ve been applying and experimenting with and the result was unexpectedly miraculous! I am back kicking without a single scar left on the skin. And thanks to everyone who has made me felt useless with zombi-ugly look. Because of the thoughts, I am what I am now.

Ya Allah, bless my parents and family, teachers and relatives, friends and colleagues. They deserve to be rewarded with mercy and love, kindness and calmness, and beautiful life here and hereafter. Amin.

Last but not least, happy 16th birthday Sarah! Yeah. You are just 16!

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Note 1: Half a loaf is better than none. I’m grateful for what I have now. Alhamdulillah. 🙂

Note 2: This 16 year-old little girl is down with fever. 😥

Note 3: Aik aik aik. No one noticed I miscounted the year/age? Huahuahua. 1993 – 2009 = 16 years. Yes. 16 years ago, I was reborn as a new me after the incident took place.

47 Responses to “Reincarnation”

  1. truemax says on :

    Salam Dr Angah.

    Alhamdulillah. Happy birthday!

    Semoga cepat sembuh demamnya.

    Wassalam.
    ::truemax

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    Sarah Reply:

    Oh. I’m not yet a doctor. Please remove the title from my name.

    Thanks for the wish!

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  2. CJ says on :

    ecececece.. pasan 15 yek. haha..

    slmt ulangtahun sarah. teringat aku pernah buat satu n3 khas wish besday awk. tp awk tk buat utk aku. lantas aku merajuk … hahaha

    moga dlm kasih sayang Allah sarah dn famili. 🙂

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    Sarah Reply:

    Cikgu, ni bukannya birthday as if I was born on this date. Mungkin cikgu kurang tangkap maksud entri ni. Thanks anyway!

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  3. chi am says on :

    ngah sarah.. epi besday, semoga terus senyum ya! 😉

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    Sarah Reply:

    I guess you misunderstood my entry as well. 🙄 Thanks anyway Am!

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  4. 13may says on :

    🙂

    hepi besday sarah..

    moga cepat sembuh 🙂

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    Sarah Reply:

    Oh. Ni lagi sorang kot. Awak tersalah faham maksud entri ni kot. Today is not my birthday la Maymay. 😆

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  5. Lina says on :

    salam sarah..
    oo..bday sarah 1 may ek? hehe..
    sanah helwa, my dear..semoga pjg umur & murah rezeki selalu..
    ganbate for the final sem!

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    Sarah Reply:

    Salam Lina.

    Uwaaa. Ramainya yang salah faham maksud entri ni. Hari ni bukan birthday saya la Lina. But as a symbolic I was reborn as a new me after the incident took place 16 years ago. 🙄

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  6. Diya says on :

    1st time tahu psl kejadian 1may. agak tak sangka pun ada. semua yg berlaku ada hikmah kan =)

    err… selamat hari lahir kak sarah yg merasakan dirinya berusia 15 tahun walaupun sbnrnya bukan tapi boleh la masuk kategori 15 tahun sebab ambil gambar dengan songkok dan peace bintang tiga. muehehe =p

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    Sarah Reply:

    KS harap Diya tak salah faham maksud entri ni macam yang lain. 1 Mei ni simbolik hari lahir kedua je untuk KS. Not the real birth date of mine.

    Macho apa pakai songkok gitu ber peace tiga gitu. Huahuahua. :mrgreen:

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    Diya Reply:

    hehe. diya faham lah KS. tak mungkin salah fahamnya. sbb birthday KS kan bulan januari 😉

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    Sarah Reply:

    Muah! I love you babeh! 😎

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  7. acai says on :

    Slm sarah,
    Smoga bertambah sihat ye..err sejak bila awk sambut hari lahir bulan mei ni sarah? 😛 ngah kat hospital ni..ada wireless blehlah lawat2 sat..:) oooo baru saya tahu awk pernah kena camtu..nasib awk kuat dan tabah hadapi semua tu..kekadang keadaan persekitaran yg lebih sebabkan seseorang tu tertekan berbanding diri sendiri kan 🙂 awk mesti tahu camne rasanya..have a nice day sahabat..

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    Sarah Reply:

    Salam Acai.

    Ni yang bertambah sayang kat awak ni. Awak memang sahabat sejati la Acai. Awak je yang faham/tahu hari ni bukan birthday saya yang betul. 1 Mei ni simbolik saya ni mati hidup semula je pada tarikh ni 16 tahun dulu. Alhamdulillah Allah panjangkan umur saya lagi.

    p/s: Saya tak dapat balas mesej ke Maxis lagi. Simcard saya masih rosak. Saya simpati atas apa yang jadi. Semoga semuanya bertambah baik sekarang ni. 🙁

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  8. kaklong says on :

    kaklong x penah menang pape pon!!!

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    Sarah Reply:

    You won in almost everything!

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    kaklong Reply:

    definitely nope!!

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    Sarah Reply:

    Definitely yes!!

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  9. Khairul says on :

    Happy 15th birthday Kak Sarah. Saya baru 10 tahun lebih :p

    Sometimes, our greatest rise came from our greatest fall. Sebab itulah jangan pernah mempersoalkan ketentuan Allah, sebab hanya Dia yang tahu perancangan yang tersedia untuk kita, kan 🙂

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    Sarah Reply:

    Tapi ni bukan real birthday tau. Yup. He knows what is best for us.

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    Khairul Reply:

    Yes, I know.

    Anyway, baru perasan kat emel tadi, ada notifikasi untuk balasan komen. 10 markah untuk itu, sangat dinanti-natikan ^_^

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    Sarah Reply:

    Eh, iye ke? Tapi selama ni pun memang KS dah enable kan notification. Mungkin je junk mail kamu kot.

    Btw, kamu nak apa dari Moscow? Nanti mesej KS ok 😉

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  10. Ksu says on :

    Yer.. ada kalanya ada hari yg akan kita ingat sampai bila2… Have a nice day my dear Sarah.

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    Sarah Reply:

    Betul apa kata Kak Su. Bagi saya, 1 Mei takkan saya lupa sampai bila2. Thanks Kak Su!

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  11. waaaaaaaa says on :

    pernah baca kisah terbakar ni di dunia sarah dulu.so insha allah saya tak salah faham dengan post ini.

    saya bercerita kepada hampir semua kawan saya tentang kisah hebat tersebut.and after that,i guess diorang pun start baca dunia sarah.he he

    gudluck KS!..

    oh ya,my first droppin’..tak jadi nak sengap forever. :mrgreen: .kisah ini besar impaknya kepada sesiapa yg punya hati

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    Sarah Reply:

    Terima kasih Ryuna sebab ikuti kisah tu dulu. Dan terima kasih sebab baca blog ni. KS makin merepek je sekarang ni. Huhu.

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  12. nadiah says on :

    salam sarah.

    uhuh. ramai ingat hari ni besday sarah. secara simboliknya yes. its ur birthday. Da day u were born again. =)

    sarah. mengapakah? gambar itu. Sama seperti gambar saya? wuhhu. saya pun ada gambar macam tu jugak. heheh. mesti best kalo kite bergambo ek. should be happening kan? =D

    take care sarah! kamu sentiasa diingatanku. chewah.

    have a nice weekend =)

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    Sarah Reply:

    Salam Nadia!

    Yup. Simbolik aje. Awak pun ada gabar cenggitu? Letak la. Boleh saya tengok. Ke saya yang dah lupa. Huhu.

    Awak pun sentiasa diingatanku. Cewah~

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  13. Ami Farhani says on :

    salam kak sarah

    oh yeah! saya sedikit pun tak salah faham dengan entri ni..tahniah untuk diri sendiri :mrgreen: ..(huhu tak pasal2)

    teringat masa Shazwani cerita pada saya pasal kisah KS ni, saya langsung tak terfikir yang ia boleh bagi impak yang besar dalam hidup KS. Mungkin sebab saya ingat sikit2 je terbakarnya..

    apapun, bagi saya kita boleh dilahirkan semula bila2 masa saja kita nak..betul tak?

    ps::entri ni mengajar saya erti syukur

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    Sarah Reply:

    Oh. Tahniah untuk kamu sebab faham :mrgreen:

    Wani ada cerita dulu ye? Kalau tengok gambar, oh, macam hantu rentung hitam KS ni. 😆

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  14. 13may says on :

    oh! bukan besday eks?

    so tarik balik wish la kalau gitu 😛

    btw, saya tetap doakan sarah cepat sembuh 🙂

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    Sarah Reply:

    Thanks May.

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  15. nadiah says on :

    sarah. kenapa awak terror?! isk. hehehe. yup. U’re rite. da red one. cuteeeenyaaa. ngehehe. apa punya cikgu da ni. 😉

    ** x tau nak reply kat mana. reply sini. huhu. saya rasa yg len x paham pun ape saya tuleh ni =p **

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    Sarah Reply:

    Eceh. Biasalah. Taste comel awak lebih kurang je dengan taste saya. Hehehe :mrgreen:

    p/s: Biar la orang lain tak faham. Tapi saya sangat faham apa yang awak cakap ni! 😎

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  16. saffa says on :

    Huhu.. ni entri ‘read between the lines’ 😉
    Tak sangka Kak Sarah ada memori macam ni!
    darjah 2! Tapi Kak Sarah berjaya hadapi semua tu!
    Alhamdulillah!
    selamat hari kelahiran semula 😀

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    Sarah Reply:

    Yup yup. Kena read between the lines. Kalau ingat balik diri KS yang dulu, KS tak rasa ada orang nak berkawan dengan KS.

    p/s: KS dah vote Saffa dan promote kat kawan suruh vote Saffa kat Yoyoh tu! :mrgreen:

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  17. akak says on :

    Akak tak dapat nak bayangkan mcm mana situasi Sarah masa tu. Dan tarikh nie pasti akak ingat sebabnya sama tarikh dengan birthday mak akak. Semoga Sarah terus sukses..dan cepat sembuh.

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    Sarah Reply:

    La yeke. Selamat hari lahir untuk mak akak. Kirim salam kat dia ye. Saya doakan dia panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan cepat dapat menantu sorang lagi. 😀

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  18. Wanie says on :

    salam.

    kisah cik siti ter…

    kulit dia sekarang selicin kulit tomato dek petua kulit pisang. yeah, u nampak mcm 16 tahun la. huhu

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    Sarah Reply:

    Eceh. Wanie membodek nampak gayanya ni. 😆

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  19. djambu says on :

    16 la sangat… 🙄 hehehe

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    Sarah Reply:

    2009-1993=16! :mrgreen:

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    djambu Reply:

    mesti bijak, sbb baru umur 16 dah ijazah jd doktor~~

    tapi sarah mmg bijak pn…wlpn ijazah umur 24 😛 hehehe

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  20. Kasawari says on :

    hepi besday.. he he.. nasib kasawari tak salah baca entri.. ha ha..
    kdg2 org ni masuk blog.. baca lebih kurang pastu bedal jer la komen.. he he

    16 tahun tu kira tingkatan 4 tu.. perghhh kasawari ingat 6 tahun jer “budak” ni..

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