I Dreamed of AP But I Thank Allah For It
These few days, I’ll certainly sleep early and wake up at midnight to study and at 8.30 in the morning will straight away heading for class. How exhausted I am, I have no word to tell it out.
Last night, I hit bed at 8.15 pm and kindly asked my roommates to wake me up around 10.30 pm. When it’s almost 10.45 pm, I was still under my blue duvet but was not totally sleeping. I heard them calling me up but I replied that I hadn’t got enough rest yet. In a weak voice. But actually I was in drowsy, half-conscious listening to my roommates’ conversation about a drama series in Malaysia quite awhile ago entitled Jelatang. But then, I fell in a total deep sleep again.
After a while, I heard my roommates calling my name again and again. I opened my eyes and felt like I was just doing something that’s so tiring. They asked me: KS, why did you laugh? I kept lying on my bed thinking over it and yes, I did laughing just now. I could hear my own voice and I could still feel the smile on my face. Weird. Why did I laugh? I told them: Yeah, yeah. I know I was laughing. They both laughed: KS mengigau. I admitted. I really did. But their point was, my laughing was actually frightening them even though it was in a small amplitude and the pitching was not so clear. Ok. Whatever. I closed my eyes back and just woke up around 1.20 am to study.
This afternoon, before leaving to the hospital, I clearly could remember what did I dream of last night. I dreamed of AP (refer this entry to know who is AP) who is about getting engaged very soon. In a month I guess. I know it’s not merely a dream. Because that is the fact in real. And why did I laugh?
I laughed because he came to me to ask for forgiveness but I insisted that there is nothing to be forgiven. He asked me why did things seem very cruel to him years ago? I blustered that things were crueler on me for not having chance to tell the truth years ago up till now.
And for that dream, I thank Allah for giving me this opportunity to repair what went wrong and for the fact that I just learned, I have someone that I should treasure his existence.
Tell you no more. I am now calm and satisfied with the blessing from Him. Alhamdulillah.
hantar cop jari dulu. 1st. hehe
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laju benor cikgu yek. hehe.
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haish.. le budak nih. apa punya le mimpi.. itu AP mau tunang atau tukang mimpi yang dekat dh nk bertunang.. hehe
lain kali basuh kaki dulu ye sblm tidur. kata org tua. takle mengigau.
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Cikgu, sy nak tunang dgn sape 😐
mmg AP nk tunang dh. hihi. happy sy. sbb bakal tunangnya pn sy kenal jgk 🙂 tp tu la. mlm td mmg sy x basuh kaki n tido pn x proper 😐
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duk teringat kat AP tu ker? memang tak basuh kaki ni 😀
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Mimi, sy x teringat kt dia pun (tp smlm ada nmpak dia online. huhu) :p sungguh x ingt pn dh. cuba fikir indirectly *wink
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malam semalm,tidor mlas nak basuh kaki sbb pakai stokin+kepenatan pas balik dri london,cuci mka pun main jirus2 jer,akhir nya mmpi kengkawan sekolah!mimpi best tuh..lain kli x nk bsuh kaki r
😀
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AP? abang pendek? ingat iklan gula2tu. tidur mengigau dia ni. mujur bukan mengigau jenis berjalan.
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Salam wrt. Lama tak jenguk sini. Tekejut saya, ingatkan AP, approved permit utk jual beli kereta tu. Huhu.
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Tu tandanya sarah kena bertunang jugak tu sbb org kata kalau kita syik fikirkan sesuatu sblm tido kita akan mimpu tu,hehehe..:P balik nnti bertunang ye,hahaha…
bleh sy meraikannya di presint 9, putrajaya nnti,hihihi…
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Faresya:
ks rasa klu ks dlm mood yg baik, ks pn akn mimpi yg best2 jgk. ni tido pn ikut dan je. tu psl mimpi mcm merapu2 je :p
Penjejak Malam:
ups.. berjalan tidak la. terbercakap je. itupun ‘ter’. hehe
Hazreen:
salam hazreen. ks skrg ni hari2 bukak blog kamu. both. sbb yg utama nk baca komen2 respon psl pilihan raya komusc tu. menifesto kamu ada kualiti. selamat bejuang n selamat memikul tanggungjawab 🙂
Faisal:
tp kan acai, sy mana ada fikir psl AP pn sblum tido. dia dh selamat dh dgn hidup dia sndiri. nk kata fikir pasal tunang, lg la jauhnya. sy balik kena bertunang?? huh.. sgt sinikal tu acai. mcm x faham2 je :p klu di persist 9, tu jawabnya majlis awk tu acai. lg pun, sy mana boleh langkah bendul. sy misti kena dahulukan awk. ye dak. huhu.
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baca tajuk ingat Approved Permit.. teringat Mantan Memanda Menteri Miti Dato Seri Rafidah Aziz Ahli Parlimen Kuala Kangsar.. dari hihi ke haha..
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hehehhe…. sy pun igtkan Approved Permit jgk… ahakss… 🙂
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hehehe… sy pun sama.. uhuks.. batuk kokol puleks..
Approved permit abah kau lah =)
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Slm,
oh..abg ap tu..btul tu x yah pk lagi,bagus sb sarah bleh concentrate study,untung..
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Yasir:
start dr komen ni, abis sume ingt sy nk dpt AP. huhu. sy bukan kaki angkut barang luar bawak masuk msia :p
Silent Reader:
alamak. kesian. ramai tersilap sangka ni :p
Rider’s Digest:
wow nama. ok. AP ayah sy sgt susah nk lepas. huhhu.
Anon:
salam. kenal ke AP tu? alamak. tp mmg x kisah dh pn. hehe.
erm.. ramai plak yg mcm doa sy dpt AP ye. haa.. elok jgk. doa byk2. mana la tau 1 hari sy nk pakai BMW 7srs ke. hehe.
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salam ks…st tahu AP tu sape!maklumlah,pembaca setia blog ks..hihi
ks,mcmana nk jadi sibuk?sbb nya sy tanak selalu pk ‘org’ yg sibuk yg terpaksa mengabaikan sy seketika..susahnya nk lupa yg ‘dia’ tgh sibuk..kan best kalau keadaan kami bertukar..biar sy plak yg sibuk,biar ‘dia’ pk sy mengabaikan die plak..hehhe
ks faham tak?
tadi kwn saya tulis dlm buku saya..
‘fragile fathiyyah’..betul ke?sy sendiri pon tak tahu..huhuhuu
p/s:betul kata abg faisal,,ntah2 ks menyusul utk bertunang kot..hehe
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Thia:
kamu tahu ke? ks rasa myb kamu silap org. huhu. sungguh ni. kamu x kenal. cite bertahun lama dh tu. huhu. pasal nk jd bz, ks x buat2 tp mmg berlambak benda kena selesaikn. so, ks x reti mcm mana nk jawab. tp, ks ada 1 langkah mcm mana nk elak fikir psl org lain. ks off fon dan tak on ym. yeay! ni la kaedah ks. fon ks dh off 3 hari dh. power dak? hihik. pagi buta td on sat sbb nak call kakak n adik2 je sat. sorg2 ks call. pasal bertunang tu, jgn kamu dgr abg faisal tu. dia mg merapu. ks nak tunang dgn sapenya thia oi..
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haha…ingatkan kak pidah (rafidah) aje yang mengigau kerana AP..sarah pun, tp sarah AP yang lain lah kan…
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ap? ap? ap? biarpun sape itu..biarkan dia pergi..lepaskan dia ngan rela hati..i believe u are 🙂
there’s always hope
believe in all Gods plan 🙂
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hopefully you won’t have any regret after this dream. Life has to go on 🙂
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berbakat nk truskan perjuangan kak pidah kter ni…
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Approved Permit? Suka ya mimpi aneh aneh ni. Huks. 😐
*Kedek kedek main dengan Nurin.*
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ingat AP tu Associate Prof..isk2
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Bro Fisol:
tu maksudnya 1 hri nnti sy ada bakat ganti tempat kak pidah. hihik
Kak Inah:
sy rasa, ramai yg salah faham dgn kesimpulan sy dr entri ni. erm.. 😐
Hafiz:
apa kabar? lama plak x ke sana. sy rasa, ramai yg tak faham maksud ayat sy kt akhir2 tu. ye. insya Allah x regret apa2 🙂
Hariz:
sila doa lebih drpd 40 kali ye 🙂
Azwan:
mimpi aneh2 sbb tido x menentu. tolak beskal nurin slow2. nnti dia tergolek. susah.
Bro Arsaili:
waa… doa yg ni lg best! doakan lebih dr 40 kali jgk ye 😀
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saya faham maksud kesimpulan cerita sarah.
apapun maksud AP yang sarah sampaikan.. ia tak mudah untuk dapatkan AP tu dari pemilik sebenar AP tu kan.
sarah dah ada AP ye?
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Penjejak Malam:
AP? sy? huhuhu… sy ada HaTa. Hasegawa Takeshi. sapa dia? cari la siapa dia. huhu
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dreams sometimes are meaningless..but sometimes they reveal secrets,untold feeling and memories that have been forgotten or want to be deleted..i know you..:)
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Kak Mas:
hari ni dah 11/11/08. baru ni sy baca komen ni. hehe. yup. kak mas sgt kenal sy. lalala~ n by now, it happened to be that i know someone who is ur someone’s housemate. what a small world. i bet u dont read this reply =)
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