Cured

Assalamualaikum wbt

I spent hours to settle my visa in the Dean’s yesterday. What made me mad was not the procedure for my stuff but for something that I had to do for someone else. I felt like crying to have to go here and there and to look for this person and that. I wasted my time. I could have been home 15 minutes after settling my thing. I could have started revising earlier. I could have more time to relax before Maghrib approaching.

I tried to think out of the box. It could be that yesterday was her day and I helped her for free. And maybe later would be my day and she might turn up helping me with my problems. After years learning who she is, I just know that I am being used for her her own sake, just for another time. It happened hundreds of times already. This explains why I had two moody entries last night.

Only one thing had vanished away the feeling. The snow. Yesterday was the first for the last. The first day of snow falling heavily. Very heavily. When I got out of the building, it was snowing and after Maghrib, I went out again to the market nearby, and that was the most profound happy moment as I walked slowly enjoying the snow falling on my face.

I have a new motto for now. Don’t easily get bullied by others though being nice to others is always my priority.

We’ll eat mee hailam today, ok. I am simply a noodle lover. Huhu.

13 Responses to “Cured”

  1. chmod says on :

    yaahh!!!..itu dia pachti vrach kita in action… lain kali jangan bagi org lain buli awk dan ambik kesempatan keatas diri awk..

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  2. Чикгу Жаве the CJ says on :

    ptg ni harus aku makan mee claypot kt restoran shahanim kt meru.. hehe

    pg td dh servay. yay!

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  3. PiNkLaDy says on :

    KS..
    Kak Lina senior saya dulu..
    Saje je tny.. wonder same univ ke x.. hmm.. rasenyer diorg belum start keje lg.. baru pergi BTN

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  4. akirasuri says on :

    Jom buli balik.. Hehe!

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  5. Nani Aling says on :

    Assalamualaikum

    1st time jumpa blog Sarah…
    cuba ke blog saya. saya nak tau blog saya menpati taste Sarah atau tidak..

    terima Kasih.

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  6. Ainul Arina Madhiah says on :

    eh, ramai rupanya jadi macam nih… ainul faham je rasanya ks sebab ainul pun selalu gak merasa. Tak sampai hati nak kata tak nak.. tapi kadang-kadang kalau dia datang lain macam tu, sebelum dia bukak mulut saya lari dulu.. haha~

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  7. Inah says on :

    aaaa..mee hailam!! x aci 😛

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  8. Nadia Yuna says on :

    oh. saya selalu kene buli la sarah. Maybe sebab saya tak asertif kot. Maka ape orang suruh. buat sajo. even badan cam dah penat & x mampu tanggung dah. =)

    ** sarahku sayang. saya sudah OK. Heheh. biaselah saye ni. 'That things' easyly come & go. Ttg private blog tu mungkin ade kalo makcik nadia ni rajin la. Heh. Ade certain issue yang nadia nak discuss with others. Tapi xleh buat kat blog nadia tu. Cam yang terdekat ni, issue posting sayep. Saya manyak pening wooo. Heh. Kalau saya rajin saye buatle. kalo idak saya e-mail yap.

    Sila jage diri bebaik je cik sarah. Ingat daku dalam doamu =)

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  9. Khairul says on :

    people like that, some of them, don’t even realize that what they did, is hurting others. i’ve been in your shoes, too.

    enjoy the snow, it’s all that matters 🙂

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  10. Sarah Mohd Shukor says on :

    Shamsul:
    dh maleh nak pikir. sokmo je sy kena. geram je 😐

    Cikgu Jawe:
    mee claypot byk cendawan. sy tak gemar sgt black mushroom tu.

    Pink Lady (Ida ni kan?):
    ooo. dia di BTN ke. batch dia ramai yg dh start keje. ingtkn dia [n dh start dh.

    Cik Ati:
    erm… i just cant… 😐 camne eh.

    Nani Aling:
    thanks singgah sini ye Nani =)

    Ainul:
    tapi ks nak lari camne nya. hari2 pn mmg nampak muka dia. aaaaaaa.

    Kak Inah:
    apo lagi kak inah. masak la seperiuk. hehehe 😉

    Nadia:
    sy pun camtu la kadang tu. tp skrg sy terlebih bijak skit je. sy tak online langsung wkt weekdays n sy ignore je org2 yg menegur utk memberi keje. haha. cam jahat gila. haa. kalau blog itu ada, awk tahu yg awk wajib menghantar jemputan rasmi kpd sy ini =)

    Khairul:
    yezza. im enjoying the snow (^__^)

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  11. Cinta says on :

    hurm…
    mungkin hari ini hari dia…dan hari-hari esok dan seterusnya semuanya hari sarah..

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  12. Acai says on :

    huuuuuu, mee hailam tu..dah lama tak makan..nak tunggu masakan dari sarahlah….

    *bibik sarah, mee hailam satu..!!!

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  13. Aizuddeen Ahmad Zabidi says on :

    ur motto is good…but u always get bullied by me..oopss

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